got to pick myself up, where do i start?
cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart.

right now, i destroy everything that brings hope.
i guess i have to break my heart so there's no more feelings.

i cannot take it anymore!
all these stress i've been feeling lately.
wanna know why i'm smiling so much,
why i scream or talk so loudly and laugh so much?

because it hurts.
hurts like i dont know what.

but them. friends. they bring true joy
and i thank Him for them.

she said, "you recover well."
yeah rrriiiggghhhhttt.

sorry if you see this and you go, damn she's pms-ing or something.

sometimes i feel life is so damn unfair. yes i'm screwed.
happiness will find it's way to me soon, i hope.

"up to you if you wanna keep feeling this way."
YOU made me feel this way.