Sick! Cos I slept at 5 plus yesterday night. Who should I blame? Myself >:( & silly!


sigh :D
yes, the irony of it all

I WANT TO GO FOR BAND PRAC :(

Come what may (:

Jaci Velasquez - Imagine Me Without You

It's been such a long & non-stop day! Shagged out, completely.
Of course, typing includes little energy but way alot of thinking.
So it means today I shall be blogging without thinking. HA! Joke lar.

Woke up at like 12, heheh pig! In chinese, it's "lai chuang"
.. I'm really out of sorts today (: ooohooo
Awaken by the yellings of the Mothership.
Powerful, yessssssssssssssss.

Washed up & offf to Bishan Stadium.
Had a quick lunch of soup with dates.
Ew it's not nice at all!
I hate all those herbs & dates & ginseng shizz.
Was eyeing Mothership's yong tau fu.
YUMMY! eaterbug me!
fat fat fat lar :(

Tabletennis match!
Fricking fun to watch lar.
Kept laughing non-stop when Dad started shouting.
Trust me, he's damn comical.
Can't stand it, saw all the diff ways of serving & stuff.
Interesting (:


After that, went to Junction 8.
Uber boring :(
Walked for ages, I think I grew older.
HAHAH wait, I didnt lar
.. COLD!

United Square.
Filled with damn alot of KIDS!
Super cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
I wanta pinch their fat cheeks.
Evil hur. Hahah

Piano lesson, my tcher's nice, i swear.
Came home.



I'll stay strong, come what may (:

Damn I need to reflect, reflect on my actions.

Watched Step Up alr. Rilly nice lar the dance stuff. Channing Tatum, hot like I-don't-know-what. Oohoo.

Tuition with Han just now. i loooooovvvvveeeee her plenty <3 takoyaki *winks

K goodnight :D

I can't explain.
Just let me die

I simply love everything's that happening now.
I love my Dad so much!
He's so frickin cute & he looks like popeye :D

It's nice! :D

From Huldah my beloved's blog <3

Type the FIRST THING COMES INTO YOUR MIND when you hear these 35 words
(don't spend time thinking - just your gut reaction please):

1.Cigarette: black & white!
2. friends: to the end :D
3.Relationships: stupid
5. Power rangers: lego! (i dont know why)
6. Marijuana: drug?
7. Crack: drug?
8. Food: yum
9. Love: yumyum
10. War: bush (ha!)
11. Car: racing
12. Gas Prices: whatevs
13. Halloween: cute lil kids who go door to door
14. Bon Jovi: classic = ah peks who wants to rock
15. Religion: catholic
16. MySpace: online shit
17.Worst fear: quicksand
18. Marriage: faraway
19. Fashion: mags
20. Brunettes: hot caucasians w black hair
22: Work: sucks
23: Past time: eat
24: Football: arsenal! or late nights. both pop out man
25: One night stands: damnit
26: Pet Peeve: squeaks?
27. Pixie Stix: grow up
28. Vanilla Ice Cream: yum
30. High school: yeah! high school musical (:
31: Pajamas: every night
32. Wood: pecker
33. Surfing: no way!
34. Pictures: frames

Tuesday Nov 14

Hmm now what did I do hur? Can't seem to remember. Must have been a boring day. Ha! (:
I only know I had band then I really can't remember man, shit! My brain cells are aging, I suppose. Dunearnite rehearsal, & it's fricking hot & all. But I enjoy sitting beside Peirong! She's superfly funny I tell you :D Heheh. Teared, I think & Pr comforted me! What a sweety yea? HA alright I shall stop.

Wednesday Nov 15

Supppposed t have rehearsals at about 5 plus, butttttt came to school seriously early. So early it's insane. 1045 about, & I reached. The rest of the were late! Ha I was late the day before so we're quits I guess. Had alot of fun! :D In the music room, heh shan't elaborate. I like Azimah, she's quirky! <3 Wenta Pizza Hut t meet Luoshi & had our lunch there. Then Dunearnite rehearsals till ten plus. Ha luckily mum didnt go berserk. She wasn't even in when I reached home. Yadda, I'm kind of speechless.

Thursday Nov 16
Supposed t go t th hosp w Wl but that idiot ps me! & I wasnt feeling too well, so rot at home th whole day. Screw you! Ha last min shitass. Grr I'm crazy. Pardon me. Watched k dramas & basically just did nothing luh.

Good news! :D
Dad can talk now, I talked t him on th phone just now.
I'm really glad.
Thanks Lord, you dont know how many times I've said Our Father this week.
Ehmagawd It rly worked
Praise the Lord! <3

Kbaiiii

Went t Uncle Tony's funeral just now.
Shan't elaborate.
Feeling kind of down luh.
Rest in peace.
God loves you, & I believe you're in heaven right now.

HA! Stella misses me! :D

♥ R.I.P. says:
STELLA YOU MISS ME RIGHTTTT?
[[ ii WEIRD mehs says:
ya lorhs
(9:16 PM) [[ ii WEIRD mehs says:
MISS U SO MUCH
♥ R.I.P. says:
ha yaye!
♥ R.I.P. says:
:D

& wl says i look young! Teehee.
Dont know if it's a good or bad thing man >: (

derfla. lonely. wakao cough like hell.. says:
haha
derfla. lonely. wakao cough like hell.. says:
u look like
derfla. lonely. wakao cough like hell.. says:
xiao meii meii!!!!!!!!
derfla. lonely. wakao cough like hell.. says:
♥ R.I.P. says:
EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
♥ R.I.P. says:
ha really?dont look like 15
derfla. lonely. wakao cough like hell.. says:
u good
derfla. lonely. wakao cough like hell.. says:
ur face wont change
derfla. lonely. wakao cough like hell.. says:
wont look old
derfla. lonely. wakao cough like hell.. says:
i look so old
derfla. lonely. wakao cough like hell.. says:
sob

ha bye

Hey.
It's been a damn fun day today!
:D

Working w Val Pok at IMM.
Sat around watching dvds, korean somemore!
I <3 pressing th cashier thing!
Superfly fun i tell you!
Yaye

Ha! (:
& I got paid & free stickers too.
Adidas, nike & Arsenal for #01!
:] So worth it right?

I love Val Pok man! :D

Went for piano class after.
Played like shit.
Took mrt back, like 1hr plus luh th journey >: (
I'm fugly!

Pictures!

I'm retarded!

:D

the shop w this freaky woman infront! =X

Heyo!
Just reached home, going to blog first.
So frickin pissed today.
Aish, you shall see why.
Keep on reading!

I was v early for band today!
Glad I actually put effort into being punctual.
Hah should have been this way from th start.
Dumb shit :/
None of the sec threes except Yanqing around luh.
So I went t sit w Brenda & we talked for abit.
She was waiting for Christine & yep.
We talked about Huldah, my dear rock who's sick!
Get well soon (:
I called Che & she said she's coming.
So long luh!

Fall-in by Halim & Yanqing.
Feels so fresh & yet kind of undisciplined.
>:( tsktsk.
Mr Yeo came, had warmups till bout ten.
Dunearnite rehearsal.
Sax sectn's so empty today.
There's only Charlene, Jasmine & yours truly.
We havta wait so long t perform.
Way disorganized & sucky luh th stupid concert.
I bet th alumnis will not feel soso proud.
I enjoyed watching th malay dance though.
Exciting! :D

Fall-out.
Went t WM for lunch w Che, Han, Zining, Azimah, Stella & Aquilah.
Ate KFC, yumyum :]
But shit luh, I keep telling myself no fast food for health's sake!
But still...
Pffffft.
Had alot of fun w them.
That crazy Azimah, she taught Che this malay word which means backside then she told her it means something else luh, i forgot what.
Yeah, then Che was shouting it luh, she went, "Ehhh! You all want t go -- anot?"
Hah! A few malays gave her that look.
Fricking funny luhhhh!
Che & yours truly shared this chicken soup.
Rly nice.
Zining bought it too & Azimah went t get Minimelts.
We stood outside t drink th soup.
Han & Stella went t eat Muachi,
they kept saying how much Darylene wanted t eat.

Stella & Han came over t my place for awhile,
t collect $250 for th fees.
Off t Han's place, I missed the bus stop & caused them t walk for quite a long distance.
My fault, sorry >: (
Hahah yeah then..
Han's place alr, Stella went back.
Got th worksheets from Han & off again!
So tiring manzxzxz.
Ugh xyz.

I tell you, these bastards, wahlau.
I hate them alot.
Cause th lift came & there was about five kids & this ahpek luh.
Then I stepped in, & Han did too.
Then th lift rang, like too many people inside.
So I went out luh, then when th doors closed, I heard them laughg.
So pissed off luh, I dont know why.
I shouted.
& anyway, we followed them all th way t Lotone,
just to sort of 'haunt' them.
Can't be bothered.

Jurong East, I got my blue glitter polish!
YAYE.
Returnd some lib books & went for tuition.
I don't get a thing this week.
& I felt so frustrated.

Han & me got into this huge conflict.
Just so effing pissed off.
Aish >: (
Shan't elaborate.
I swear it's not working out.
We went home separately.
My anger was up t my neck.
Kept having t breathe in & out.
Yes, really pissed off man.

Ah, whatever.
I miss my mom & dad.
Working at IMM w Val Pok tmr.
Yaye!
:D




Baiiiiiiiiiii

I remember when I was young, I used to ask people what I look like. I've had lots of different replies, not one saying chinese. Hell that's sucks. Yeah but, I got really happy when there was this one who said I looked like a christian. I felt really proud then, as a little kid :] This is really random, I know.


I saw him today, he's bald now. There's a big scar on his head, it pains me to see so. He bit on his tongue yesterday night cause he had a fit & it bled so much that the pillow was to be taken home to wash. He has difficulty talking because his tongue, it hurt so bad. I could tell. Still, I held back my tears. I was a strong girl right? I have never shed a tear in front of him, at least, he'd like to know that I'll be able to hold it together if anything crops up which I pray badly, would never. The nurses came over so many times, to adjust this needle for the drip because he kept complaining of the pain. That is unusual, for him, because he never ever admits the pain. He's been through it all. Hospitals = chicken feet, he used to say in a joking way. What's happening? Such a strong spirit, right now, broken up by sickness. What more can I say? Please pray for him, he needs all the prayers in the world.

Anyone can be a father but it takes only one special one to be called Daddy.
I love you, Daddy.
Get well soon.

ps. I feel like going bald just to be there for him.

Heyyy :D
I'm a happy woman today!
Had bridging till about 1230.
Mr Mani's just so irritating luh!
During his lesson, Min was superfly high, but he kept calling my name instead.
Hahah no fair man!

Headed t town aft th programme w Luoshi & Min.
It's rlyrly fun!
Luoshi's so funny & entertaining.
I wna buy the odm watch!
But I guess it's expensive.
Can't wait for end-of-year man.
I'm so going t shop till I drop!

On th way back, we were discussing about people.
= gossiping!
Hahah! That's what girls do whatttt.
I was classifying people by clean/dirty.
Ha i'm crazy!
Shall not mention names here :]
& I finally ate my Omelette jap noodles things!
:D

Took neos too!

Hi al :D
I'm going t do shoutouts!
For special friends! <3
Remember t see if your beautiful name's here.
Tell me if I left you out :]

Min:
I'm your best pal, your buddy, your love & I rock your life!
Thanks for all these sweet titles & words you gave me.
I just want you t know that you rock my life too!
Your words encourage me!
& we have the same stupid fringe :D
Thanks for being part of my life.
You're my best pal, my buddy & my love too!
You & Prawn will last, I believe.
He's very lucky you know?
Ha cause he has you!
Take care <3

Tiny Legs/ Han:
You've got a very special place in my heart!
No matter what, you're the one that can make me laugh.
I'm most comfortable when I'm w you!
Remember you said your heart was smiling?
I hope I always make you smile.
All those happy moments, all th fun we had, will never be forgotten.
Han rocks! :D
I love you very very much.

Tiny Head/ Sung:
HAHA! Ban mian woman :D
You're so funny & nice.
Really cutee too!
Digimon monster! Ha the white one.
Damn cuteeeeeeee.
You're also frickin nice, so nice that I feel you're like my mom!
As in have that kind of warmth.
Thanks for being so sweet! <3
Hope you'll get over those stuffs real soon & cheer up okay?
We're all here for you, with damn wide open arms mann!
Hahah, loveya grrrrl.

Belinda/ Pipi:
I miss Dnt class w you!
Remember how we both were always the two extras.
W all those funny jokers like Zhiwei, Weixiang & al.
So fun yeah?
& all th boy shit & funny stuff.
'Wo ZUO zai niao shang mian, cui zhe FENG'
Ha remember this?
& all the secret sharing & stuff.
& you stayed w me throughout all my tough moments!
I can't thank you more.
Do remember our promises!
& trip to Japan kay?
Take care <3 Imu.

Felicia Toh:
My dearest poop!
You're the fun-est friend I have!
I just always go craziest w you!
:D You're the one w style too.
I miss you damn alot.
Though you're not here now, I believe our telepathy & connection's still strong yeah?
Hyper nestie!
I love you! & miss ya too.

Wl/ Bestie:
Ha you basketball boy!
So tall & dark & prolly handsome t all the girls too.
You're innocent & rlyrly nice.
I guess that's why you get cheated easily!
Stand up for your rights okay?
If people borrow money, must return!
Don't let them off so easily.
You're too nice, that's my only complain.
You can be a model! :D
Strive! You can do it. I know you can!
Take care bestie! <3

Steve/ Toufuhater:
My one & only stress-ball!
You help me de-stress, w your lame jokes.
Thanks for being my listening ear.
Always ready t listen, & always giving smiles that brighten my day.
Even if your day sucks, still you would cheer me up!
Seriously grateful luh, don't rock so much can?
Ha study hard kayyy!
<3 Nothing compares t you.
Shorty steph's here for you!

Ginny Song/ Gintonic:
I'm your Aunty Agony!
Heh come give me all your sorrows & troubles.
You're such a pretty woman!
& we can click hurr.
You're amazing, you really are.
I know you miss Chantel, me too! :D
Keep your chins up!
I'll be your inner solace, if you want.
& always secretly come my blog w/o tagging right?
Tag me!
Talking t you is addictive, that I agree
Imu! :]

Tine/ Tinnn:
You're one helluva friend!
So inspirational & extraordinary.
I'm so happy when talking t you, & though everything's changed, you still rock.
Always there t throw advices & spiritual stuff.
Thanks so much for introducing me to Love & to God.
:D
You're gonna be for a long long time.
Pissed face & great backview!
Bye, cya!
Gdluck for o's!
<3

Rock/ Huldah Chin!:
Heh you naughty rock!
I love you too.
Band's fun w you around!
You're a joy.
Don't leave yeah? I'll cry t death man
Heh take care!

Powersocks:
Surprised t see your name here?
You're a very special, one-of-a-kind friend too!
I miss you socks!
I'll always be toetoe.
Loves :]
Pretty babe!

Darylene/ Monster:
Monsters Inc!
Ha you're a cute cute girl.
Always recommend me t nice shows.
Thanks hurrrr :D
Take care!
Dmb, dmb all th way!

Update!

Thursday
Vivocity w #01
Watched The Covenant, damn nice!
Caleb's hot.
Hehhh.

Friday
Bridging Programme, b o r i n g
Bio practical! Damn fun w Luoshi. Ha superfly funnnny! She rocks man :]
Band, i s u c k, useless shizz please >: (

Saturday
Open House, = band.
Peishi's a hao ren! :D
Jiayou!
I think rock dislikes me >: (



ps. I miss dnt w pipi!



ps. i hope my dad is alright! i can only pray :] have faith